i tore the roses with my hands.sent them aimless towards the sky

Wed, 22 Dec 2004 03:14:07 GMT

1. What do people tend to label you as (i.e., Chav (townie) Prep, trendy, punk, Goth, mambo, skater etc): alot of people label me as "punk" or a wanna be scene kid. why?....i dont know

2. Do you choose to label yourself (if you do, what as?): i am no label

3. Describe your dress sense: the finest or clothing at all times. ummmm usually jeans and a t shirt. and either bowling shoes or converse

4. What are you wearing right now: my fav pants, and my blue, striped hollister shirt

5. What jewelry are you wearing: zero

6. What are you most known for wearing: clothes...i dont know

7. Do you belong to a particular clique? not really

8. Do you hang around with people who dress the same as you? usually

9. What particular clothes style do you hate and why: the collar up

10. Describe your hair: brown, shaggyish

11. Do you take pride in your appearance? every now and then

*The opposite sex. (Or same, depending)

12. Would you say you were straight, gay or bi? straight homie

13. What is your attitude to gay relationships if you’re straight? doesnt bother me at all

14. Do you know anyone who is gay or bi? i know a good bit

15. Who? friends and friends of friends

16. Have you ever had a sexual experience with someone of the same sex? oh my no

17. Are you currently in a relationship? kinda sorta

18. If your answer is no – do you want to be? well obviously

19. Do you have a specific type in guys (or girls)? for the most part

20. What kind of people will you NOT go out with? if a girl has a really annoying vioce...thats mean but hey, i think most people would agree. if a girl is stuck up and talks about nothing but herself. shit like that

21. What kind of people would you LOVE to go out with? people...any people

22. Do you have crushes (if so, who are they :::describe:::): ohhhh megan. :-)

23. What song makes you feel most romantic? any kinda berry white is exellent

24. What’s your age limit (you won’t go out with people older than…)? no one younger than 17. and no one over 60

25. Would you go out with people younger than you? ummm, i usually do

26. Are you in love? not at the moment no

27. Have you ever been in love with someone who wasn’t available to you?
nope.

*Music

28. What song are you listening to now? "our commitment is sickness" by the black maria

29. Name 6 of your favourite bands and singers: hopesfall, norma jean, jimmy eat world, from autumn to ashes, coldplay, g love

30. How often do you listen to music: every day i guess

1. How would you describe your music taste: everything but country and folk.
but mostly hardcore

32. Is the music you like a strong representation of you and your personality? yea, it has to do with alot of my personality.

33. Can you sing, or are you in a band? i try to sometimes

* Favourites

34. Favourite Films (list a minimum of 3): fight club, american history x, willy wonka and the chocolate factory, dumb and dumber

35. Favourite T.V shows (list 3): Family Guy, nip/tuck, futurama

36. Favourite Drinks (list 3): cherry coke, sweet tea, water

37. Favourite Ethnic Food (Don't just put down "Chinese".. what specifically..): general sao chicken.

38. Favourite Snack Items (list 3): cashews, pringles, peanut butter/jelly sandwiches

39. Favourite Books (include authors): interview with a vampire (anne rice) tale of the body thief(anne rice)

40. Favourite Drawing Medium (ie. Pencil, Pastels, Conte, Charcoal): pencil i guess

41. Favourite Cereals (list 2): scooby doo cereal, cookie crisp

*Family; Friends

42. Do you have a big family? kinda sorta

43. Who are you closest to? my sisters

44. Do you get on better with your mum or your dad? my dad i guess

45. Do you get along with your siblings? yea

46. Who lives with you? my mom

47. Are your parents divorced? separated

48. One best friend or a lot of friends? alot of close friends. two really close ones

49. Who was the last friend you hung out with, and what did you do? josh like 30 minutes ago

50. Who was the last friend you chatted with on the phone? my mom :-(

51. Is there one particular thing you can do with one friend that you can’t do with any of the others? ummmm i can act totally myself infront of josh but not really anyone else

52. Who can you tell all your secrets to? josh, my sisters

53. Who was the last friend you were annoyed with and why? caleb

54. Which friend do you share most in common with? josh

*Random questions

55. Do you have a mobile phone? mmmhmmm

56. What make is it? sprint

57. What do you use it for? everything

58. Who is the first person listed in your phone?: christian

59. What’s the situation with the weather right now, where you are? warmer than usual

60. Do you like rain? it relaxes me

61. What time is it? 10:05 pm

62. What are you having for dinner? i might make myself a pizza. i dont know

63. What are you going to do tomorrow? going ice skating with megan, and other couples i guess

64. What was the last movie you watched? dude wheres my car

65. What are your favourite names? not sure.....maybe apple..for a boy

66. What’s your favourite take out food? chinese

67. In single words (not sentences) describe your personality: nice, affectionate, outgoing to the max

68. Name a few people you can’t stand: my entier gym class

69. When was the last time you laughed hysterically and why? at josh

70. When was the last time you were scared and why?. josh jumped out behind a hallway and scared the shit out of me

71. How old are your grandparents? 67 and 70 i think, other two are dead

72. What’s your nearest church called? the one before first baptist

73. The last time you ate birthday cake? no i dea

74. What was the last book you read: the beach

75. The next book you’re going to read? ive heard alot about angels and demons

76. Do you have fantasies (Whether sexual or not, you tell me): who doesnt. no one knows mine so HAH

77. Who was the last person who showed you affection? megan, the other night

78. What’s your favourite Shakespeare play? no idea

79. When you go into a bookshop, which section do you head for? anne rice

80. When was the last time you were so overly annoyed, you wanted to scream blue murder: not sure

81. Who was the last person you spoke to through IM: tonya i think

82. What’s the date today? December 21, 2004 i think

83. If you died, what song would you want to be played at your funeral? possibly dust in he wind

Tue, 19 Oct 2004 00:34:39 GMT

http://profiles.myspace.com/users/8967189

i made a myspace thingy
all of you peoples should check it out, if you have one you MUST add

Mon, 06 Sep 2004 16:05:06 GMT

*The \\\\*
Last Cigarette:	3 days ago
Last Alcoholic Drink:	yesterday
Last Car Ride:	30 minutes ago
Last Kiss:	....long time ago
Last Good Cry:	long time ago
Last Library Book:	9th grade
Last book bought:	to kill a mocking bird
Last Book Read:	the vampire lestat
Last Movie Seen in Theatres:	spiderman 2
Last Movie Rented:	scarface, Godsend
Last Cuss Word Uttered:	damnit
Last Beverage Drank:	sprite
Last Food Consumed:	a roll
Last Crush:	i still have one :-)
Last Phone Call:	yesterday
Last TV Show Watched:	chappelle show
Last Time Showered:	this morning
Last Shoes Worn:	running shoes
Last CD Played:	trustkill records
Last Item Bought:	2 tacos
Last Download:	not sure
Last Annoyance:	the mother
Last Disappointment:	im still waiting for it
Last Soda Drank:	sprite
Last Thing Written:	a song
Last Key Used:	house key
Last Words Spoken:	OK!
Last Sleep:	4 hours
Last Ice Cream Eaten:	ice cream sandwich
Last Chair Sat In:	this one
Last Webpage Visited:	yahoo
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

Tue, 31 Aug 2004 21:48:29 GMT

"why are you so damn annoying"
LAST PERSON WHO
x. Slept in your bed: me
x. Saw you cry: a friend robbi in NC when i was 13. that day i moved from my first love.
x. Made you cry: Julie
x. You spent the night with: Chris
x. You shared a drink with: Molly
x. You went to the movies with: My sister
x. You went to the mall with: Chris
x. Yelled at you: the mother
x. Sent you an email: Meagan
x. You kissed: no comment

HAVE YOU EVER...
x. Said i love you and meant it: yea
x. Gotten in a fight with your pet: yesterday
x. Been to NY: yea
x. Florida: yea
x. California: nope
x. Hawaii: nope
x. Mexico: nope
x. China: nope
x. Canada: nope
x. Danced naked: when im alone and listening to Hanson
x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: nope
x. Wish you were the opposite sex: i think every guy wants boobs at one point
x. Had an imaginary friend: nope
x. Fought with your parents: everyday

PERSONAL THINGS
x. Things you like in a girl/boy: honesty, strong personality, someone with humor. im really picky
x. What book are you reading now: no books for me
x. Worst feeling in the world: being dumped, feeling unwanted
x. What is the first thing you think when you wake up: damnit
x. Future daughter's name: spencer maybe
x. Future son's name: kaydin (however you spell it)
x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: nope
x. What's under your bed: a telescope, magazines, boxes of old crap
x. Favorite sport to watch: bmx, skateboarding
x. Current Age: 17
x. Siblings: sarah-23, jessica-26
x. Location: woodstock, Ga
x. Piercings/tattoos: not yet
x. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: nope

EXTRA STUFF
x. Who are your best friends: Josh, both of them.
x. What are you most scared of: being alone for too long, and getting used to it
x. What clothes do you sleep in: boxers
x. Where do you want to get married: beach, right at sunset
x. Who do you really hate: some people
x. Been in love: yea
x. Do you have a job: nope. mani mpathetic
x. Do you like being around people: sure
x. Are you for world peace: no, cause itll never happen
x. Are you a health freak: lol nope

FAVORITE
x. Room in house: my room
x. Type(s) of music: i guess everything, but country and folk music.
x. Color: black
x. Food(s): tacos, sweet and sour chicken, cashews
x. Perfume: dont wear it
x. Month: october, my b-day :-D
x. Day: friday
x. Gemstone: the......blue ..one?

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
x. Cried: nope
x. Bought something: yup
x. Gotten sick: my nose is a little runny
x. Sang: today
x. Said "I Love You": nope
x. Met someone new: nope
x. Talked to someone: 10 minutes ago
x. Missed someone: yea
x. Hugged someone: yea
x. Kissed someone: nope

Tue, 31 Aug 2004 04:37:19 GMT

What Makes You Purr? by bluemystique82
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Age:
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Thu, 26 Aug 2004 01:16:19 GMT

Tue, 27 Jul 2004 02:06:35 GMT

next person that starts or is in an argument in my livejournal comment thingy. is getting taken off my list.

Fri, 16 Jul 2004 23:28:10 GMT

ok poeple..... ireally was hit by a car. BUT i have no injuries lol. i just couldnt update my journal for a while so i had my friend josh make up some crap. sorry guys, i had to. but really i was hit by a car while riding my bike. BUT all i did was laugh and ride away.

on other news. i AM in the band. but we might kick someone else out, if he did something thats really low. but were not sure if it was him or not.

so anywho, in about 10-15 years. theres gonna be an amusement park. it will be called "Cuddly Outhouse" you must visit. it will be run by me and a friend. a very very hot friend. there will be mass amounts of buns. buns everywhere, and it will be fun.

on other other news. i have no job

i think ms.right needs to walk into this room right now and just start kissin me all over. yea, i think id like that.

ok bye. i lvoe you guys. except for a few.

Wed, 14 Jul 2004 20:37:42 GMT

hello. this is tims friend. he just wanted to let you guys know that he didnt know when hell be back. he got hit by a car today and he had to go to the hospital. he broke his arm and his leg and has a concusion and 15 stiches in the back of his head.

leave some lovley comments for him itll make him feel better when he comes back.

thank you. bye.

Wed, 14 Jul 2004 19:22:55 GMT

my interweb is down right now so i wont be updating for awhile. thanks. bye.

Sun, 11 Jul 2004 01:19:13 GMT

yeaaaa im uber pissed now. im leaving....not 5 days before warped tour......BUT ONE!!!!!!!!! my mom RE-booked the flight for the 19th. the day before warped tour. thanks mom, thanks alot for making my life.....crappy. you just HAVE to send me to PA....

hotdamn i need a girl.

Sat, 10 Jul 2004 05:50:50 GMT

(X) SMOKED POT
(X) KISSED A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX
(_) KISSED A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX
(_) RODE IN A TAXI
(X) BEEN IN LOVE
(X) BEEN DUMPED
(X) SHOPLIFTED
(_) FIRED
(X) BEEN IN A FIST FIGHT
(X) SNUCK OUT OF MY PARENT'S HOUSE
(X) BEEN ARRESTED
(X) MADE OUT WITH A STRANGER
(_) MADE OUT WITH MORE THAN 1 PERSON AT A TIME
(_) STOLE SOMETHING FROM MY JOB
(_) CELEBRATED NEW YEARS IN TIME SQUARE
(_) GONE ON A BLIND DATE
(X) LIED TO A FRIEND
(X) HAD A CRUSH ON A TEACHER
(_) CELEBRATED MARDI-GRAS IN NEW ORLEANS
(_) BEEN TO EUROPE
(X) SKIPPED HIGH SCHOOL CLASSES
(X) BEEN TO A PRO FOOTBALL GAME
(_) CRIED AT A PARTY
(X) HAD A NOSEBLEED
(X) FALSELY TOLD SOMEONE I LOVE THEM
(_) CHEATED ON SOMEONE
(X) BEEN A VICTIM OF UNREQUITED LOVE
(X) CRIED IN FRONT OF SOMEONE
(_) PLAYED CHINESE FIRE DRILL
(X) GONE SKINNY DIPPING
(X) BROKE SOMEONE'S HEART
damn im bored

Fri, 09 Jul 2004 00:20:21 GMT

if anyone wants to talk or anything heres my screen name.
imperfect x hero

Thu, 08 Jul 2004 22:22:47 GMT

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I CANT GO TO WARPED TOUR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thanks alot mother. fuckin........MOTHER!

Thu, 01 Jul 2004 02:02:56 GMT

1. What time do you get up?during school 6:30, summer 12 to 4
2. If you could eat lunch with one person, who would it be? caleb, cause it funny to watch him eat
3. Gold or silver? silver
4. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? mean girls
5. What is your favorite TV show? chappelle show
6. What do you have for breakfast? i dont eat it
7. Who would you hate to be stuck in a room with? chris
8. What/who inspires you? no one really
9. What is your middle name? nothing
10. Beach, City or Country? in between
11. Favorite ice cream? peanut butter chocolate
12. Butter, plain or salted popcorn? all
13. Favorite color? black
14. What kind of car do you drive? prolly getting a jetta
15. Favorite sandwich? peanutbutter and fluff
16. What characteristic do you despise? liars
17. Favorite flower? rose
18. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where would you go? paris
19. What color is your bathroom? bage
20. Favorite brand of clothing? doesnt matter, prolly abercrombie
21. Where would you retire to? florida
22. Favorite day of the week? friday
23. What did you do for your last birthday? nothing
24. Where were you born? philly
25. Favorite sport to watch? bmx and skateboarding
26. What fabric detergent do you use? how the fuck should i know
27. Coke or Pepsi? cherry coke
28. Are you a morning person or a night owl? hoot hoot
29. What is your shoe size? 10 1/2
30. Do you have any pets? 2 cats and 2 kittens

b o d y - i l l s - a n d - s k i l l s
Do you bite your nails : the skin around them
Can you roll your tongue : nope
Can you raise one eyebrow at a time : yea
Can you blow smoke rings : used to be able to
Can you blow spit bubbles : i guess, but idont
Can you cross your eyes : yea, it hurts
Do you make your bed daily : no
Which shoe goes on first :....its different everytime i guess
What's sexiest on a guy : .......what?
What's sexiest on a girl : smile
Would you rather be on time and look okay or late and look great : i duno i dont really care, i guess i dont wanna be late.
Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it : twirl
How many boxes of cereal are in your cabinet :3 or 4

g r o o m i n g
How long do showers/baths last : 15-20 minutes
Hair drying method : towel?
Do you mumble to yourself : when im mad
Do you spit in public : when i have soemthing i dont want in my mouth

o t h e r
Person you talk most on the phone with : racheal
What color is your bedroom : black, blue and white
Do you use an alarm clock : yea
Have you ever skinny dipped with the opposite sex : uhhh no
Ever sunbathed in the nude : i dont sunbath
Window seat or aisle : window
What's your sleeping position: on my side with my right arm under my pillow
What kind of bed do you like : big ones
In hot weather do you use a blanket : no
Do you snore : no, i breath loud though
Do you sleepwalk : nope
Do you talk in your sleep : i duno i never paid attention
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal : nope
How about the light on : a black light
Do you fall asleep with the tv or radio on : my cd player, i cant sleep without it

w h e n - w a s - t h e - l a s t - t i m e - y o u
Watched Bambi : when i was like 5
Talked on the phone (to whom): yesterday
Punched someone : i want to hit someone

m u s i c q u e s t i o n s
Is music important to you : very
Do you sing? : sometimes

d o - y o u - l i k e
Pop music : no
Rock music : yea
Punk music : eh, its ok
Rap music : yea
Hip-Hop/RB : yea
Country : nope
Jazz: nope
Classical : nope
New age : i duno

s p e l l - y o u r - n a m e - u s i n g - b a n d - n a m e

the spill canvas
incubus
modest mouse

Have you ever had a song written about you? no
What song makes you cry? none
What song makes you happy? none
What do you like to listen to before bed? dead poetic, or skycamefalling

a p p e a r a n c e
HEIGHT: 5 10
HAIR COLOR: brown
SKIN COLOR: pale,tan.....i have wierd tan lines
PIERCINGS: none
TATTOOS: none

r i g h t - n o w
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: blue jeans
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: track 6-the spill canvas
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: spit
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: dark, humid
HOW ARE YOU? pissed

d o - y o u
GET MOTION SICKNESS?: nope
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: im easilly pissed off
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: not really, maybe at times

f a v o r i t e s
TV SHOW: chappelle show
CONDITIONER: kiwi something
MAGAZINE: guitar world
POP: ......what the hell is pop
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: i dont know...hang out i guess
RAPPER: snoop dizzle

h a v e - y o u
BROKEN THE LAW: many a time
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: nope
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: many a time
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: many a time
USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: nope
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: many a time, i failed a class because of it
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: nope
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: not sure

l o v e
BOY/GIRLFRIEND: nope
CHILDREN: nope
BEEN IN LOVE?: i consider it love, although some dont
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: still
BEEN HURT?: still
YOUR GREATEST REGRET?: many
GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR A FEW DAYS: .
yea....

r a n d o m
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: nope
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: story of the year
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: black
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: dont know, different things
WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: no one, maybe racheal
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: i dont have to buy them, i get them for free

w h e n / w h a t - w a s - t h e - l a s t
TIME YOU CRIED?: when i lost someone i loved....you know
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: i dont get letters
TIME YOU GOT E-MAIL: today
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: wishmaster3
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: mean girls

y o u r - t h o u g h t s - o n
ABORTION: murder
TEENAGE SMOKING: it helps releive stress
SPICE GIRLS: trish is hot

Wed, 30 Jun 2004 21:16:15 GMT

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Fri, 25 Jun 2004 22:51:46 GMT

no comments on my shit, what the hell is the point in this.

Wed, 23 Jun 2004 00:45:35 GMT

well im back. nothing is goin on. i miss everyone, im now in a band. its pretty cool. we need a singer and a drummer. well, we have a drummer, but he cant come to practice as much because he lives far away. but yea....its good stuff, i play bass, and guitar. fun stuff.

yep......im really bored

Mon, 14 Jun 2004 18:14:27 GMT

http://www.rockhardplace.com/horror/images/mikeb/Avatar.jpg

Fri, 30 Apr 2004 17:59:44 GMT

midtowns tonight...........nuff said

Thu, 29 Apr 2004 18:23:05 GMT

:-/ i think julie hatee me

Wed, 28 Apr 2004 18:29:50 GMT

http://www.traum4tized.com/mosh/

http://www.stanick.com/

http://www.goldyard.net/

http://www.ertclub.com/ciagnijcycka.swf

http://webmayhem.net/drum/

http://2flashgames.com/f/f-400.htm

http://www.ertdfgcvb.ch/p1/fly_2.html

http://10.1.2.250:81/cgi/block.cgi?

http://10.1.2.250:81/cgi/block.cgi?

http://10.1.2.250:81/cgi/block.cgi?URL=http://www.flashplayer.com/flash/flash_info.asp&IP=10.28.22.20&CAT=GGAMES&USER=IPGROUP

http://www.fontalicious.com/super/battle.html

http://www.bbc.co.uk/drama/spooks/spy_academy.shtml

Mon, 26 Apr 2004 18:12:39 GMT

these are some bad ass sites i found. yeaaa im really bored.

http://images.southparkstudios.com/games/create/index.html
http://www.media.uio.no/personer/arntm/McGurk...
http://www.ilustris.pl/
http://www.pinpinlelapin.com/movie_uk.htm
http://www.bbc.co.uk/drama/spooks/spy_academy...

Wed, 18 Feb 2004 05:46:20 GMT

no one ever comments on my shit or anything. so i guess im cleaning out my list, if anyone doesnt wanna be taken off or seomthing jsut comment on this. so i can expect no one to comment

Friends Only

Mon, 12 Jan 2004 02:14:40 GMT

FRIENDS ONLY!!